Sweet Angst

Saturday, December 23, 2006

So it's Friday night. Ive decided to stay home and recuperate since i have plans for the weekend. I did get invitations to go out clubbing, but politely refused all of them. Desperately need to rest my ulcers and hope they heal asap.

Realised how friendless and lonely i am. It's kinda scary when such realisations kick in. On another note, received invites for The Blood Diamond next week. Asked him to watch with me. URGHHH it's always me asking him out. How annoying is that. Makes me seem a little desperate in my opinion. WHO CARES... i dont care anymore. Jolly well knowing that he doesnt seem to fancy me one bit. So be it. Im passed this stage where i dont care anymore. He doesnt call me, nor sms me. Certainly doesnt ask me out, WHY?! Reason is simple: He doesnt fancy me. Ah well... one must take such things in their stride, dont u reckon?

Had the chance to watch the first episode of Supernatural. AWESOME show.. goin back to the office n grab a copy of it. hehehe ;p I'd rather watch all the eps in one shot than finish it painfully n slowly free-to-air style.

Received quite a few presents from my colleagues today. Im so embarassed. My presents were all so small as compared to theirs. SIGH... i need to freaking manage my life.. i NEEEEDDDD a new job. Someone HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.