Sweet Angst

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Welll well whaddaya know. I have a new mobile phone now! Bot the motorola V3X. Totally retarded, because i actually wanted the sony ericsson 800i. But least i got a new phone. Ive been wanting to get a new phone for AGGESSSSSss ever since my V3 so-slim-but-so-crap phone gave me lotsa problems.

The stupid phone probably killed half my social circle with all its problematic antics. Not receiving smses, not being able to send smses, cant receive calls, cant search for ppl's name fast. It's a really good-looking but retarded mobile phone. Hope the V3X doesnt give me that many problems. *fingers crossed*

It's tiring not being able to exercise decisions fast, i need to do things like that quick. From now on i will practise making decision fast, with practical results. Wee hoo!

Finished the last episode of Nip/Tuck Season 3. YAY. But now im lost. :( Finished Entourage and Nip/Tuck. No more series. Looks like i gotta borrow more from work. Cant wait for the next season of Nip/Tuck, hehehe.

On another note, it's Singapore's Birthday. Happy National Day! :)

Monday, August 07, 2006

Ah yes. You can guess from the title of the post. It has indeed been a boring monday.

Bought breakfast to work, took a bus and i wasnt too late for work. Clocked in at 09:14! Woo hooooooo! Had my coffee and my tuna bun, and a slice of banana cake at my desk. And im wondering why im putting on weight.

Felt really productive at work today. Been sourcing out titles for repromotion in September, and i reckon i should start promotions for Take the Lead. Been sending out lotsa emails as well. It's days like this that makes work pass faster. Watched a movie at work as well, it's called Rottweiler. About a dog who got attacked and beaten up, then becomes a robotic dog that starts to go on a killing spree. Bad. Real baadd... it's like unknowingly biting into a slice of mouldy bread.

Wanted to meet my dad after work and maybe get a new phone, but i stupidly forgot to bring my mobile out. Didnt want him to scream at me, so i came home after work instead. Seriously dad's been giving me lotsa shit. He flared up at me with several unfriendly smses on sunday after i smsed him that i went out on sat. *ROLL EYES*

Someone save my soul. Fortunately help comes in the form of Nip/tuck. Its chicken soup for the soul, makes me feel so alive after watching the episodes. Not to mention, the sex scenes are just aweeesommmeeee... ;p

Sunday, August 06, 2006

A night of nostalgia. I almost couldnt get in because I didn't bring my ID. WTF! Of all days i forget to bring my ID today.

It was jam packed at the club, sooo soo many people were there for DJ Shadow. I was so irritated, i don't know why but i called V. V was sleeping i think, or resting. So he came down. Met this girl called G, who knows wil as well. Small small world... hrmm.. but trust me the world became smaller as the night progressed.

The nostalgia kicked in after V told me about my ex.. if you didn't know, he's teh ex whom i dated who is 10 years older. I met him when i was 19 going on 20. Young.. really young. He took away 2 years of my youth. ok im just being a old grouch here, *sigh. Now he's planning to get married soon and settle down, all good. I feel happy for him.

Had teochew porridge for supper, a change from the usual prata place. All good all good. Didnt feel as fat having porridge especially when it's consumed late at night.

At the end of the night, i felt like such a loser. Seems like the whole world is laughing at me, for being boyfriend-less and for being such a choosey person. I'm not fucking choosey, I'm just looking for feelings. Fuck. If the whole world is filled with unfeelingless human beings who just procreate, good luck and GG.

Sometimes i just have to face it.

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Heya,

this is officially the virgin post i have thanks to Sean aka Lover *LICKKKKKKKKkkkkkkk*

Everything you see here, the html.. the coding.. and the magical feel this blog has is crafted out of her magical delicate hands. :)

Today's a rather nostalgic day. Met up with my ex-colleagues, chat about the old times and the current ones.

Am supposed to be sleeping, have to wake up early for a dentist appointment in the morning tomorrow. But im still waiting for my hair to dry. If you don't know me very well, just need to know that im always forever online on MSN and if you ask me what im doing... Im always drying my hair. That's the SOP answer for me. Btw, SOP is a army term i think.. Standard Operational Procedure.. damn i hang around with army boys too much !!!