shocking findings of a monday so blue

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Monday blues occur every week. Every Monday in fact.

8th Jan 07, Monday was a shocking one. It's the second work week of the year. Major discovery in the making. Managers do not like coloured people nor smokers. Now, that's a thought. Normally, I would have one thousand and one things to say. But fuck it. Because I've had it.

Moving on, I made a major confession. Wasn't exactly what I wanted to say, but I said it. Now I feel so stupid. When I have already seen for myself, taken so many hints, here I am going to get hurt. WT is going to come back to me, and tell me that: "Hey ran.. better give up the idea. He likes her, and they really hit it off at J's party." $#$#*$&#*^$... fuck men.

Just watched À la folie... pas du tout, and I learnt something new.

Erotomania is a rare disorder in which a person holds a delusional belief that another person, usually of a higher social status, is in love with them. (Taken from Wikipedia)

Not yet quite the erotomaniac to believe in people that I love, does love me back. However, I hate it when I always like someone of a higher social status. I should stop doing that. But how is one to decide what happens when attraction sinks in, and chemistry explodes like a bomb and forces attraction to permeate through all organs of the body?

Please, make me sane. Protect me from all harmful sickness including this insane disease. I need to believe love is dead.

posted at 12:50 AM by kossiel